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WORLD PINK DAY!!

A thorn and a bunch of roses went out shopping!wee~!then we made a stop at THIS counter ;D
Support women's breast cancer aid and funds.Support world pink day!
together with many others, we support the fundraising by donating and got our photos taken;)

tadaa!the thorn and four roses. hahahaha *winkz!all ladies out there,do check-ups on your breasts regularly ;)

Life takes its toll on emotions.

I've been emotionally challenged, in certain situations its hard to keep that kind of emotion you're suppose to. Emotions come right away and I tried to take control of that. I admit I'm being very emotional at times, it makes me feel uncomfortable and to the people around me as well. I find ways to really let go and be freed from these like anger,pain,sense of betrayal and disappointments.

Today we learned about Armor of God in CG. I felt tied down to my emotions at first, it's so difficult to let go. As we were discussing on the breastplate of righteousness and sandals of peace, I realized I had gone far from Him. The world continues to take me in and I need to crawl my way out to where I've stop my race. It's time to get back on track, take up the armor of God, continue the race and pick up my steps.

Suddenly, I felt so much more free because I've let go of what holds me in the world. Emotions too. I felt I would want to love more, live more, laugh more, move more and more patience. I feel absolutely amazing, I just don't let little things or even big circumstances to kick me out from where I felt closest to. Him. And to take control of my emotions. I learnt to take and let go. Why hold on if it makes me feel insecure and imprison? Hold on to the only one who gives salvation,freedom!

easy breezy life (lols quote from Covergirl cosmetics)
be joyful ;)
i love life because i know where i'm going and why am i living for! :D

Mom & Dad

Suddenly, I thought about my father. Some of you might know, some of you don't - my father passed away when I was about 9 years old. I guess probably my dad's death anniversary is going to be here soon.

Mom kept Dad's things very well. I remembered Dad loved to collect coins from around the world. Mom still have it. Dad has two very classic watches, which I loved - because I've always loved everything classic. One is Christian Dior and another Tag Heuer. These are now considered branded watches. And something that would not be in the stores today. Another of Dad's treasure is a Yashica SLR camera, fully manual. I've used it for my photography projects during my college days. I kind of realised Dad is still around because I'm owning his stuff. You would ask if I miss my dad. Growing up, sort of. Dad is always like the protector of the family. Losing such a strong vibe does affect my life. It wasn't easy at first because I felt different. Mom felt different too. But as time goes by, Mom was both "mom & dad" I never felt less loved or anything. It felt normal.

Anyway, I adore these classic pieces from my dad just like we treasured our loved ones, right? The older it gets, the more we treasure it. We also sort of realised the wrinkles on our parents forehead getting more, and we wonder if we are doing anything in return for our parents hardwork. Their hardwork for raising us, getting us to college and fulfilling our needs? I don't know, but sometimes people do things for themselves only - people work really hard in their career, trying to get the best position. All because they want a better life, for them only? Do they forget about their parents?

My mom gets so worried when I work too hard. She worries when I get depressed. I feel guilty because I'm a grown-up and yet I still need my mom to worry about me. My mom just wants me to be happy and spend time with her. I think most parents think the same. They don't need to see us with a big pay cheque. They don't need us to lavish them with expensive gifts. They just need our time, our smile, our happiness......

I'm not doing enough for my mom, and yet she's doing so much for me! I asked my mom before, how she kept herself strong when my dad passed away. To bring up two kids on her own I don't think its easy at all. She said it's because of us she has to go on with life. Wherever I complain about my situation, I thought about what my mom has to go through and I think my situation is nothing compared to my mom's. She's always positive, strong and encouraging. I'm thankful to God for having such a wonderful mother.

What I want to do in return for my mom, is just for her to not worry about me anymore and that I could take care of myself. And spend most of my time with her. When I have more time for her, she would not have to worry about me so much. She could see how I'm doing and that I'm doing just great :)

Treasure our loved ones while they are here and not when they're gone. Self-less LOVE.

ATOMIC & COST

Recently, our TSF official video was up on youtube. TSF stands for Tertiary Students Fellowship and I've been serving in this youth ministry for close to 4 years now. wow how has time flies. TSF has taught me so much, the people gave me so much and the leaders have guided me to where am i today. and of course, God has anointed me with all of these throughout my serving in TSF and I've indeed grown so much in TSF. How I really miss those old times. Now, TSF has grown and has multiplied - we have an all new youth ministry which I believe is for a better growth and vision as well.

ATOMIC was our stand for TSF. I almost forgot about it until I watched the video again. And I would still want to make a stand with ATOMIC. COST is TSF. We're Champions of Significance and Truth. :D

A- Accountability
T- Teachable
O- Off-limits to drunkardness and drugs
M- Maintaning sexual purity
I- Immovable in God's word
C-Christ-centered preaching and teaching

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7DfgQJlcdbM
(link to the video)

heather kuzmich

my first attempt on photo editing.XD i've tried to use photoshop last time but i never really use it, i feel its much more difficult than AI, so never knew how to use it haha. today i experiment on it, bolehlah do some editing. but PS could do so much i think i need to slowly learn :D

i like to take photographs and never edit them. gaha cuz i like them in their natural form! i wanted the photos to be edited when i shoot (exposure and shutter speed). aahh...that's another thing i need to learn more.

haha this is a shoot of heather kuzmich (ANTM cycle 9) love her features and pictures! she's gorgeous! don't know who's the photographer but i edited the picture lols. sorry to the photographer HAHA. i like photos that's vintage and classic. This editing (left side) does give me that kind of western combined with oriental vintage? what do you guys think?

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feel like must post this.haha.

Restaurant Koong Jung (3rd Floor) in PNB Darby Park, Jalan Ampang, one of the best Korean restaurants ever! I'm so in love with their food now....omg. It's so delicious! The Korean lady bosses are very nice and sweet as well. Great food with great service! Once you enter the restaurant, they are already making you feel so welcome and full of great appetite the moment they greet you in Korean (anyohaseyo!)

It's also nice to see 90% people who went to have their meals there are Korean people. If these Koreans would go to this restaurant, it must have achieved a certain standard for it's cuisine. The prices range from RM20 onwards, not very pricey I would say because it's worth it.

I would go there every Tuesday if I can before attending meeting in PNB Darby Park. Sweeett!
Anyone want to give it a try can find me go together hahahaha

:D Cheers