sHopPing~!

mostly all draftings done~~jus need to trace out everything,ms nadeane said we must keep our masterpiece!!LOL...went to KLCC with grace & agnes today.Evon not here!!hmph~! =P
firstly went to MNG,they're havin a sale den look for accessories in Isetan.Went into Romp and try all kinds of denim skirts on agnes...lol...quite a lot she tried but end up buying nth, tot v can get better bargain at sg.wang!but aww..waz e big deal v r allowed 2 try as many as we want!!and tat guy workin there was like walkin round n round us,even fix his hair in front of us...in front of e mirror! ???helo?!! oh well,grace got her mom's b'day pressie n then me n agnes jus walked around shoe shops and practically trying this,trying that...it was fun though~!!lastly we went into our last stop,Chameleon....i got a lip shaped embroidered brooch rm3.90!!i think tats quite a good bargain,plus a pair of earrings n a purple hairband[hair gettin long!]agnes got a necklace n a pair of earrings.it was 6.30pm by the time we went to lrt station,but HEHE v wan 2 walk more!!nex time ya!!

i actually jus wake up from sleep....too sleepy...slept at 9am n now woke up d~~~oOo the other day bought a shoe from vincci - i really like it sO sO much hehe!!cuz 2 pair of my shoes torn!!so i had 2 get another one!

hmm...adiOs~!

yAy!!ms nadeane 'fixed' my collar and it looked good!!beau-tea-full & loaf-lee!!hehe

still got some bits here n there for my drafting...jus add some finishing touch to it n voila!can cut fabric d!again,hopefully can finish on time 17july is THE DAY!!

erh...how about the sewing part?crash crash course wahahaha!*learn from experience~~things getting on hand now but sOoO limited time!!i think nex week v need to burn midnight oil in class already,pack & sleep in college LOL!
hahaha...gambate DFD 2!!we will go through this together,we will make it!!!

thanks SO much to ms nadeane[who has reli been like a 2nd mom],mr.jamal & ms hariza

morning~!

At least can post something before i get to class!huh - its getting very urm...out-of-control?i dont know i so hope the lecturers have some back-up plan for us!!yay!i'm so excited to sew but now the flower hasn't bloom yet huh~~
now waiting for my friend = who woke up even later than me!!i always arrive late at class,i want 2 do my work finish off with it....take lunch

honestly,i'm little worried abt the collar part...many things to draft!!

Still drafting...maybe going to cut fabric tommorow?we took almost 2 weeks to draft...how long is it gona be to sew?lets see...i need to sew the jacket,the denim pants [with pockets too], and patchwork!

furthermore,i think my drafting are just almost done,not exactly done yet.everyone else is except for those who are doin women's...a little bit faster than us who are doing men's wear.*sigh hopefully can finish on time.
huh...

THE BIG DAY!!!
Saturday 2/07/05

8am-9am
Got this boring English class with Chris aka. Lehtew

9am-10am
Went back hostel to pack for the Genting trip

10.15am
Ms Nadeane,Ms Hariza & Mr.Jamal arrange us in groups.we’re going to buy fabrics!!YAY~!well,I sat in ms.nad’s old car [which is as old as her] haha I don’t mind really, u know,I I just love old stuffs. =)
We chit-chat in the car and ms.nad is just so COOL. Like a big sister, but she calls us her “children” hehe~!the moment we reached PEOPLE TEXTILE SHOP, I was so fascinated by all the fabrics there [practically walking round n round checking out!] me and my partner chose A LOT of fabrics for our patchwork and I manage to get denim with 2 diff washes.i’m goin to sew denim~!!!yikes?yay??YAY!!haha~! we spent nearly 4 hours there..choosing,confirm,cutting…paying..i was getting so tired,my legs are killing me~! Huh! In the end, I got 2 denim, 3 cotton fabrics[including my camouflage fabric~~!!!WOW~!] then we head over to MCD’s to get our lunch.

3.15pm
I quickly finished my lunch and rush to pasar seni station. My bus to genting is at 4pm. I was quite late,so I had to rush. Thank God I manage to reach on time. My sis n her frens were already there. We manage to get place in the bus[phew!]I was sleeping the whole time in bus….i was really really tired n sleepy!

4.30pm
Reached genting skyway station.Reached genting about 5pm. Then we went to first world hotel if there’s any room – no hope FULL HOUSE. They asked us to come again and check at 7pm.so we walked around while waiting. Went to Sinma and got myself 2 pair of earrings,one tribal necklace n a beaded bangle. Love it~! after that we went to have dinner at “Only Mee’’…one bowl of mee rm9.50.!!?!?!?!?!?! I shared wit my sis. We did check the rooms at 7pm but still – full hse.huh. so we got no place to stay~!

7.30pm
we got in the concert hall.cant wait- I felt so nervous haha~!i’m in Leehom;s concert and watching him perform LIVE~![finally!]HOW COOL`!!The concert then began at 8pm. Leehom came out at 8.15 – intro slide presentation of his journey in music. Then dancers and opening song was fang kai ni de xing. He sang a lot of numbers, it was a 3 hour concert~!i always grab the opportunity to run in front and see him face-to-face haha!!i could really see him up-close,yea he’s so good-looking~!the concert is leehom’s but its also about the band and the dance band. They are SOO COOL~!!!the band rawks~!so was the dance bad,they were just HOT!!i also kept an eye on his garments, he got really nice garments. “a fashion eye~’’ I loved his dressings and his hair!!

I think its too much to describe though…haha!i can only say that this concert is SO worth it and it is superb~! It’s not just leehom’s appearance but he got talent~! He played the keyboard, grand piano, drum, violin and the er-hu. It was really marvelous!!
He even compose a ‘thank you’ song to us on the spot!!!!his voice is truly remarkable.

*Sigh..I had to do some fixing on my dress...thank God just a little bit of fixing laa haha~!

Hopefully can finish by today.Thank God He took away all my worries,i meant ALL.well,its not much a big deal,as i've mentioned earlier,v do learn things the hard way.I think Ms.Nadeane[my lecturer] is so cool and i still she is now.She's HOT.not as in HOT hot la...she's just cool!We actually chit-chat today,which we sometimes do.We can practically talk abt anything at all,from movies to dramas to sewing to fashion even gays n lesbians!!WOW.How cool can tat be?I seriously kind of look up to her too other than any other lecturers.She might be fussy at times but thats just tat,she did e'thin for our good.

Wherever i think of you
i thought abt how you walked away
Just like that
I meant out of my life
Honestly all is out now
Are you really kicking me?
Getting rid of me once and for all?
Just because of that incident
That is not much big deal?

hMmm...just somethinla came out of mind.
nth muchla i guess.i'm positive!!yAy~!

At last,after abt 2 weeks,i finished my basic sewing lesson[sew the dress]!Yay now its down to some real stuff!Well,i'm doing men's casual wear for my project,which i think it's pretty cool..cuz i'm just lovin it that now i'm actually venturing into some guys' stuff.I bought my first copy of men's mag "Men's Folio" a month ago.the mag was awesome~!Definitely tis s gona b a crash course but its fun!we do learn things e hard way,dont we?

Going shopping with my lecturers and coursemates tis sat for some fabrics plus accessories.And goin 2 Leehom's concert!Wow exciting!tEe hEe!
Its 3:49am...so late,wondering what i'm up to?ahh,i came home from class abt 5.30pm and slept through till 10am! had a drink jus now,came bc abt 3am and now here I am.Still SO awake,couldn't sleep.I slept too much i guesS.hAh *yawning* but my eyes are wide awake!Glad that I read my PDL today.I wont miss it.Abt that...hm..nothin at all, he actually walked away just like tat,*sigh.mabe i should just stay as far as i could so tat i wont freaked him out. its kinda umm....yeah...bruises la..but i can handle that.Yea.

Devotion,PDL,assignments,camp booklet + infos,envelope thingie for PDL group.
Commit!!

This few days,some poems came into mind.Its like i wrote poem everywhere i go.waiting for church service to start,i began scribbling down words...ytd i was waiting[long] for my next class to begin then i started scribbling again.things revolving around me,i began putting them into words instead of telling it.i seriously think its a better idea.some things just cant be spoken....i need to change my lifestyle.i SO need to...but i'm not trying hard enough,i'm just slacking n delaying it!!!argh!

Lord,transform me,turn me from plain water to wine!yes i know You will!amen

Dear God,

I stand before you God
Here I am for you
I want to spend eternity with You
And give all that I am

Even if difficulties lands me
Even if tests came upon me
But,i believe in You O'Lord
I believe in Your strength for me

Things seems so gloom
I'm not used to it,Lord
I wonder what's happening
But i do not want to ask why

For i know your purposes
You will make all things right
Your comfort with me
Encouraging me day by day

I'll never fall,no matter what

He put all his thoughts on you
Everyday he longs for you
He hope you will come and visit
He hopes for your presence
But you never turn up....
His heart calling your name

Finally you turn around
His heart leaped with joy
He's just happy that you are here
Sharing,taking and giving
All that brings something meaningful
That he remembers it...

Courage fills him in and out
In the midst,he decided that he has to go
To you he confess the truth
His heart beating anxiously
Waiting a hopeful answer from you
In just 2 seconds,you broke his heart

You are not what he thinks you are
His heart instantly shattered
Rejection left him emptiness
How sad he must be
That all his hopes came tumbling down
Crashed with a loud thump

Unsure whether strength will lead him on
If he should ever see you again
If only he could find something
That takes his life once and for all
Then,all will be wiped out
From the face of the earth

But,see,I will be here for you
I will stand by you
No matter where your heart breaks
I will go everywhere
To pick up your shattered pieces
And make it whole again

I hope,at least you could be better
That your wounded heart will heal
Please dont give up on love
Because love is grounded in you
Dont give up on hope
Because hope will never die

You not only have me
But many cares for you
They may not understand you
But part of them do...
Don't be sorry that you burdened us
It's never a burden
Friends never matter about that

What matters most is YOU
Stand up and walk
Leave the past behind,start anew
You will overcome it,i promise
You will find a better light
It takes time,but do believe

Believe that you will overcome
For life is more than what is now
Live life as if it is your last day
You knew all this
So use it for your life to move on
Although you stumbled,keep movin on

i hope this poem will be YOUR strength to clean your stains,pick up your steps and move on
-sarah- 15jun'05 2.29PM
tis was written when i was in fashion studio waiting for my next class =)

Made to Last Forever
"Thy will be done"
God has set the heart of eternity within you
When u're living in the light of eternity,
Many things that seemed so important appear worthless
Your values change[top priorities characther,relationship,managing time & money NOT worldly wealth
"Keep the vision of eternity in mind and value of it"
you will live forever,you will die but that's not the end of you.you're going home!To where u belong,eternity with the Lord
"There is more to life than just here and now"
"This world is fading away,along with everything in craves.But if you do the will of God,you will live forever"

What drives your life?

Some ppl's life are driven by guilt,resentment & anger,fear,materialism or approval[never try to please everyone and living up to ppl's expectations but please God]

Knowing your purposes will:
-give meaning to your life
-simplifies your life
-focuses your life
[focus,stop trying doing it all,do only that matters most.Focus on one thing that God wants me to do,do less]
-motivates your life
-prepares you for eternity
not to be remembered eartly but to be prepare for eternity

Living on purpose is the path to peace
"You,Lord,give perfect peace to those who keep their purpose firm and put in their trust in you" Isaiah 26:3

You are not an accident
God planned me,He created me even before I was born
[every single detail & feature of me,He had chosen all that,it's God who made me like this]
"You saw me before i was born and schduled each day of my life before i began to breathe.Everyday is recorded in your Book!"
-He planned it all for HIS purpose
-He made me,all about me,how i am
God loves me & values me SO much
-He thought about us before the world
-designed the planed just 4 us to live in
-we are His most valuable of all His creations

God is LOVE
"I am your Creator.You were in my care even before you were born" Isaiah 44:2

Shucks...tis is terrible.I felt so bad..guilty for somehow leading the wrong way.what have i done?!what was i thinking?!maybe it isn't all my fault,maybe i dont understand fully...but i felt damn bad.i felt i could cry one million days.huh..but then again,life needs to go on!life is more than what is now.how am i goin to tell this?yikes...i'm totally speechless again,how can i comfort someone in pain?i tried to share the pain...

Purpose Driven Life
What on Earth Am i Here For?

It All Starts With God
It's not about me!It's not what i want but it's all about God
I was born by God's will and for God
Without God,life is meaningless
Life is about letting God use me for His purpose
God is the SOURCE
To discover purpose in life,turn to God's words and not world's wisdom.

"Everything got started in him and finds its purpose in him" Colossians 1:16

When i put my sight on you
You never looked back
As if i'm a non-existent being
Am I really that nothing?
That I truly meant absolutely nothing in you?

It cracked my heart
Not in a million pieces
But shattered and dissolve like salt
Salt that scattered everywhere
Far,far apart....
In the big natural form or water

After all that happened
I thought it didnt matter
But it matter to you a big deal
I was crushed with your ignorance
To love you or to hate you

I actually,love you

of cuz..our friendship is more than just this,"more than words"

From the beginning till outbreak...

I was never close to you back then
Our conversation consist only few words
But we shared moments of laughter
We also exchange words in the cyberworld
I enjoyed every part of it
Being friends with you was colorful
We used to hang out in a bunch
And saw you at your favourite place
With your favourite man-made greatest gadget
The only thing that I ever understood about you
I really thought you were that and just that
Never in my wildest dreams
I thought there was another "you" beneath

I always think that you're a great guy
You were gorgeous and looked so good
Seriously a very rare species
You barely had any temper,so soft and secure
That anyone becomes your girl would be so lucky
Everyone might just be so envious of your girl
When u turn off the relationship
I think I sense a bit of relieve in me
But i never ever,believe me
Think that we could be as one
I just treat you as a good friend and the same
And was really glad that we are

Although I did fell for you a little
That was just a mere crush
Sparks no jingle tingle
It faded when you went away

When you walked out and left
Everything else that you treasured and still
I vowed that I won't lost your presence
And I did not.....
Because we finally met in cyberworld again
Cyber was like an escapade for you
Our nights out became longer and deeper
Strangely enough,we began connecting
That you can be true to me
That trust was blooming in our ship

You told me about that someone
I was there all along listening
Supporting you to make certain moves
So that you could inhale and be still
I was glad that i could be the so-called counsellor
Helping you in any problems you might face
Hoping that you will make it everyday
Even if we were just technically involved
But it's still a golden ship movin' on

Until the day your truth revealed
You blurted out your exact truth
Honestly I was shocked and again shocked
I don't know what to say anymore
I don't even know what to feel
Devastated?Hurt?Dissapointed?
None of those,I guess
I was just frozen and speechless
I thought i want to act like i'm cool with it
But i'm not,i couldn't pretend
Because I didn't want to hurt you
I want you to think I was okay with it
That i'm your best friend and will stood by you
No matter what,how,where,when...

The thought that you actually lied
That you liked someone i thought was somebody else
All along when I was listening and opinions
I really never imagined this is it
This is the mask that you've been wearing
I felt froze again,meaningless
In some ways,i admired your courage
To finally took off your "mask"
In some ways,i wasn't too happy
It just felt weird
I'm not saying you're weird
It's just me,not you

I couldn't but i want to accept it
Just the way you are
For you are really one special friend to me
I still want to stand by you
Cause' i dont want to add more weight to your problems
I know you had much,family and friends
So I hope I could reduce your stress
I told you about my faith against your desire
You were cool about it

Right now,we are back to square one
Like we used to be before the outbreak
But i'm sure things are a bit different now
Still same yet different
I had one and only "hope"
You might know,or you might not
It doesn't matter much
Cause' we're strongly bonded in ship
Growing day by day
Praying that everything will turn out fine for you
May this bond be still
Whether digitally or reality
I'm sure it will work both ways

[stv,u sort of asked for this,ya?i just feel like writing at that moment and it came out like this.Enjoy.]

by k.s.m sarah [a poem of remembrance and a long long journey and still counting]

I gazed at my own mind
Let it be free on its own
Wandering wildly through
Who knows where it might go?

I found my hands in disgusting green
Pain somewhere in my mouth
My tongue ease my pain
I tried reducing it

Learning has become more than just learning
More than i could ever expect
But i know i can handle all that
If i could only attached things
Then i can make it all right

No strings attached,you might think
But every line uniquely me
Bringing my edge to the shore
Firmly established and strongly on hold

I can just laugh off my failures now
It's painful but it's exciting
As more experience fills my life
I had i all,i can face it all
"Content" is a certainty

I began wandering away
Thoughts of him appeared
I tried but i just couldn't
I couldn't bring him closer or further

He's always as far as he could
That i have nothing to approach
His face flickered in my min
Reminds me again of his charms

But i could never happen
Hope and reality are just separated
To the deepest hole it goes
Welcome to the dark side

sleepless nights

No sleep again...i have no idea when i would ever learn to manage my time properly and get some "proper" sleep!!i stayed up till morning again today and thinking of just skipping the 9 am class...its borin anyway!i finished drawing - phew! but need coloring!i sure hope they dont select the designs today - huh!but thank God thank God that i'm finally getting the hang of most things..praise the Lord for His strength is always with me.Listening to Leehom's Shangri-la album,makes me sort of energetic - in some ways,yea.although i'm really tired right now,maybe i should just skip the 9am class...and proceed later.Leehom's voice sounds so convincing and i so admired his determination in improving his chinese.i wish i had that kind of determination,haha!just cant wait for his concert,its sure gonna be da bomb!yay!!
can i,can i...skip e class?yes yes i might,i should..rite..*sigh*
maybe if i could just be a little bit more consistent,i will get enough sleep *sobs* i miss Jesus so much *sobs*...i hope i could spend more time with Him,speaking to the Lord is my sastifaction..sigh!!i hv to be strong,though...there's lots more than jus this,God says He will not give me something that i cannot bear so i will trust in Him!

40Days of Purpose Driven Life
Day 1 - It's not about me
--its all abt God,everything got started in Him...living is for God!!Only Him alone!it's not about me,it's about Him!
Day2 - i'm not an accident
--i was never mistakenly born!He created me with a purpose and He used me to fulfill His purpose.He knew me even before i was about to be born!Bcuz He is the creator,He specifically designed all things about ME!

[tis-written based on wht i remembered]

i wish I could sleep one whole day without any disturbance - no lunch,no dinner,no worries,no work!but i highly doubt that....

Just O.K

Finally,gettin the hang of things - at least almost.I decided to change my design concept and is doin just fine with it.Hopefully approval's comin!definitely all praise to God who has never left my side and never giving up on me,strengthened me through my weaknesses.i'm still & always seeking Him..looking forward to 40 days of purpose drivenlife campaign.Be commited!Lots of work ever since coll re-opens,never did have a goodnight sleep *sigh* i think part of it is my own time management - its so not easy for me to be consistent,cuz i'm not really that type anyway,i guess i like it just & free.Huh~tryin tryin[hehe!]
Sometimes I wonder he reali had someone in his life already,he doesn't seem like it though but there are some signs~!but one thing i'm so sure of is that he's still holding on to her. strangely enuff,i don reali miss him - i guess i'm just too loaded with works tat i dont even have time to think abt us.besides,thinkin abt him sort of makes me confuse & "sliced".Cuz he never did care abt me though...i'm not even a dot in his heart *hmm... forget it~!haih. neway need to concentrate on my draftings & design already - must!!!thanks to the Lord so much tat i can stay up late but still okay with it.not too tired at least..a bit of rest could do me good.i tink i need BRANDS haha!i 4get 2 buy today when i went for grocery shoppin!

Disastrous yet unfinished

last week had been quite miserable.my sketches got rejected twice.sigh~i tried as hard as i could,maybe i've not given my best yet.i just have to deal with this kind of thing,don't i?i mean if i cant take it,what am i gonna do when i graduate?
i truly realised after i've gone through this - learning is a hard process!
Designing,sewing-machine,handsewing,drafting,measurements etc etc there's just a lot!
Even gettin an approval of the lecturer took days!
finally,got down to finish my pattern drafting,cuz i told myself i never want to waste time anymore NO more last minute work.its depressing!and if i'm desperate to finish it,i just simply do,no effort at all!tat's bad!
Yea it's SO much fun learning,but the pressure is always there.i felt myself living up to people expectations.isn't fashion a free thing?its not controlled isnt it?huh~!i'm really learning to accept ppl's opinions,criticism n plus rejection.the way the lecturers looked at ur designs n got really serious face,kept quiet makes me ponder what's running in their minds.
Well,i guess they're just trying to make me better.thank goodness at least now i have better professional lecturers.they r the ones who kind of make me here now.improving.however improving is a lot of work.i need to put my whole heart in!
i never want to give up,i never did!why?cuz God is always with me!He never leaves!my source of strength n patience even came from God.I jus cant imagine my life without God.its true tat i have so much pressure,stress,miserable days,rejection, etc but God is the one who encouraged me,as so i'm not going to fall.fall but not crushed!I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.i could never stand alone without Him,Lord Jesus Christ!
Thank God so much for He stood by me no matter what...amen.

works
- do as many designs as possible [guitar concept]
- pattern drafting according to fren's measurements
- hand-stitching (put in file & label)
- tsf camp booklet draft
- learn with adobe illustrator

never give up no matter what!!thank God!amen!

A poem

I really like this poem though..so decided to re-post it.first time posting wasn't really clear

Dedicated to a multi-instrumentalist, also an artiste known as melody maker...

I might not understand all
But it caused me to explore
All that is in the songs
I can feel deep into it

Feeling all the way through
It gave me full emotions
It gave me full expressions
It gave me complete peace

Every song bring its own
Every word meaningful
Every music beautiful
Took my breath away

Flowing through my mind
Came in right to the heart
Pierced through my soul
Lifted up my spirit

Listened, the words captivating
Listened, the music playing
It's so wonderful
It's simply amazing

the aritste that I mentioned is none other than Alexander LeehomWang...its not just his looks but his music & words.which is why i wrote this poem about him and his wonderful awesome journey of his music.

You never know
That beneath the darkest place
I cried a rush of crystal clear waters
The thought of us destroyed
Brings expectations and possibilities
Thinking you've already got someone
Or maybe even more than just that

You came like a whole lots of bright stars
I caught a few but more are left
However,a few is enough for my hopeful heart
As your face and words laid on me
Your words make a huge impact to me
I looked up to you in admiration
Listening attentively,sneaked at your face
So full of charms and shocks

Your laughter mesmerized me
In such a way that I smiled broadly
I took a glance and gaze at you
The way you looked back
Just melts my whole body
And even as you whispers to my ear
I felt a sense of unexplainable passion

All feelings and thoughts about you
Kept me amused yet bitter
For I was never sure about you
It's growing every wonderful weekend
Are you the one,I do not know
Maybe you've already found the one
You see,I was never sure about you

I sure hope I understands you
There is so much in common between us
But you never want to share
Sometimes,my heart just aches
All because of you
I tried avoiding any pain from you
I tried to grow with you
But you were always an infant
When it comes to me

I don't know whats running in your mind
It's just so mysterious
I want to embark on this journey
To discover the real you and its mysteries
I might find lots of things
If I found that particular thing
I know its when I let go
Everything I've ever known about you

You know what,it hurts
When u hold on to that someone
Someone I know you treasured a lot more
I'm just like a tiny dot in you
If you found that particular thing in me
That both of us shared
I will hold on with all I am

sarah - something about you and me

The wheel turned back to me
Once again you lit up my heart
Red began filling and fuller on wheel
Your light just seems to be there

But why,why did you have to destroy it?
Broke my heart in pieces like shattered parts
You took my red with you as well
When can I get it back?

It always go back and forth
For you turned my wheel of red
Swaying here and there
Can't you just stop the wheel?

Stop so you would not keep destroying it
It's like YOUR jigsaw puzzle
Put it into pieces and break it
Break it and put it into pieces

Many dots of red filled me now
Instead of one whole piece of red
Hurt and bleeding from it's edge
Can't you understand?

Please stop the wheel
Stop or keep it running
Please do not play jigsaw anymore

tHiS, tHiS hUnK iS LeEhOm~!!  

Finally!My family is coming down today and i'll be going to klang[my cousin's hse]!yEs i've been in my sister's room for about one week now!

Gonna finalize my sketches today,gonna do some technical drawing hmm front,back..and swatches for my concept board.And illustration on A3 size papers.Its going fine and I really thanked God so much for that and I kept praying that I'll make it!What matters most is encouragement and support from God..and my mom - who've always advice me and giving me support~!love ya mom!love you sOoOOoO much JeSus!!

I've been listening to Leehom's "xin zhong de ri yue" album practically everyday haha!So i thought today might be a little different,so I put in the "unbelievable" cd instead.This album is also one great album ~ a lot of creative music & lyrics - lovely!I especially like the songs "ni bu zhai,ni he wo,not your average thug,can you feel my world!" Actually,all songs are just wonderful!LeEhOm tHe mELodY mAkeR hehe!

wOrKs fOr tOdAy
-finalize drawings
-technical drawings
-A3 illustration
-swatches
-concept board [colors,accessories,hairstyle,make-up,overall image-styling]

hmm...seriously...i'm not so good at all these - but i'll give it a shot!gambate~~ =)~~

Omg^^for months I haven't been posting in this blog!

I'm having a wayyy long break right now,about a month and a half...went back hometown for about a week and then came back early to K.L on 24th April.I stayed at my sister's hostel and yeahh^^^ purposely came back to attend LeehomWang's showcase at sunway surf beach on 25thApril.Oh my goodness,how Leehom rawks man!! The long queue started about 9am!and the showcase is at 8pm...huh...these ppl are really crazy about him!Oh well i reached there abt 6.30pm and the queue is undescribable,its so darn long,its scary....BUT we(me,my sis & 2 other friends) managed to cut through the queue and get in haha!![opz!]if not we'll be standing wayyyy back! we entered and stood at the left corner,quite front at least can see clearly.when it 7.30pm...the amount of ppl there is even scarier!i cant even breath properly,suffocating ^^ huh!

Leehom arrived at abt 8.15pm...i waited for like an hour or more...but...not as long as those who waited from 9am till 8.15pm!!heck its crazy!Omg leehom is gorgeous!he's friendly and such a nice person [he knows how to connect to e crowd,hehe]his voice is just remarkable!i finally get to see him in person! He sang three songs
"zhu lin shen chu,yi shou jian dan de ge and forever love by request!" i really do like his songs and i was packed in the crowd hoo^ hoo^ gasp!the signing conference started and although i rush to the queue,but not as fast at the rest of the crowd....it was already one whole big round when i get to queue!*ahem *ahem we decided to cut through again and we managed to do so....haha!i went up to get the signature and get to see leehom like whew face to face!he's all smiling!i admired his songs and his talents more than his person...he's really very talented^^
but now i guess his personality is just as good as his talents ^^haha ^ hehe but i like his songs a lot--thumbs up!
yeah^^ i do like leehomwang yes yes!
can't wait for his concert in july!
i've been staying at my sis hostel from monday till today - thursday and my family will only be coming down on
saturday.everyday my sis goes to work....then i stay in her room pretty much nth to do....on the internet most of the time--but first devotion!then only i do my own stuffs - online,play games,watch tv,sleep,comics....sketching...
designing!!God has been so good to me,giving me creativity!He has always been there to encourage me so i never felt down!thanks to the Lord!

mY pLaN
-prepare sketches for class project
-make it fo mifa [hopefully!]
-upload photos for tsf web
-booklet drafts for camp
-sketching!

i guess tat's all for now...gotta bath n do some sketching!sketch sketch sketch design design yay i'm lovin it!
i love wht i do...fashion designing..i know i still lack a lot but i jus need to learn n practice more!the Lord is wit me
ciaoz^tomoro^^ (,")(^-^)(",)

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my coursemates and fashion designer sebastian gunawan 

Home Sweet Home

Home is my place
In my place I love
Love fills my place
My place...
Home sweet home

Ahh what lovely feelings to be back at home again!I'm back since two days ago and yeah it feels like total relaxation to me.I sleep.eat.watch TV.read comics.surfing net.chatting whatever i want to do-i name it!!Haha!Just filling in time while waiting for Chinese New Year to arrive - my cousin will be back on Sunday from s'pore.uhh...exciting!i haven't seen them for a long time!!i sure do miss 'em!!I need to make serious plans for my semester break- now..i'm not gonna waste it anymore!There are lots of things i could do to prepare myself back to college,back to KL.Self-improvement yes!Lotsa lotsa plans tht i could take in to fill my time!I gotta be serious now..my career is comin up altho now i'm just a student but i need wide knowlegde i want to LEARN n SERVE!my one thing-become a social worker to serve the community.It's happiness,ya'noe,true happiness.Ahh..i know i'm lazy,lazy as anyone could be i need to hold on,hold on tight n not laid back anymore!It's time to get down SERIOUS!Yes definitely and also my walk with God!no more lazy piggie!ugh...pig ain't lazy,oo they are?yeah they sleep n eat,eat n sleep yay.but pig is soooo cute!Haha?i'm talking crap here,don't mind me.i generate my brain too much haha!nahh..just kidding.i really need to generate my brain,i need to pump it working i have much much more to DO.
Oh well,let me refresh what did i do before i came back.I went to almost all famous shopping complexes in KL.Then took a flight to Penang at 7 am.Reached 8 am.Have fun there - homecook,shopping complexes,yum cha,Hokkien mee(my favvv) came back hometown about 12.40pm.forgotten tht penang to taiping was so near!I fell asleep in the bus and before i know it i saw the signboard 'Kawasan Perindustrian Kamunting.'I was like 'huh??we reached d?we din even stop for toilet?uh..i must be dreamin!'haha!!Back home all i could think is sleep Sleep SleEp ZZZZzzzZzzzZzZZZzZZzZZzZzZz and ZzZZzZzzZZZZzzZZzZz.
okay after all the ZZZ really need to plan my semester break and put it to good use!its the only time where i felt like i have all the time in the world!at least i dont have to study durin my hoildays!just need to learn,practice...etc etc...hope i can make it!yeSs!i cAn!
ZzzzZzZZzZZzzz

I N S P I R A T I O N S

My eyes felt tired and sleepy.I guess I woke up too early(for me)at about 11 am.I usually wake up noon or past noon.Came back from K.L ytd and glad that I did,the weather in KL is burning hot and i'm not in the mood to do anything not even SLEEP.Phew at least it's not that HOT in my hometown,it's just sunny refreshing and i like it!Well,exam..two more papers to go I thanked God so much for helping me in my exam and studies i did pretty well for the first 3 papers.

Recently i found a lot of inspiration for my designs.I bought a historical CD about China's rich culture in painting,carvings etc etc.It's so encouraging,you know how my thing is with history & culture.And i saw other historical CDs as well,about Greece,Australia,German,New York and more...too bad to say i don't have enough cash to buy
I would buy one at a time.slowly not at one flow maybe one a month.
Another inspiration comes from LeeHom Wang's album Xin Zhong de Ri Yue.Its a great album an album where i see what 'thinking out of the box' is.This American-born Chinese singer has a lot of passion in his style of music and he always add new and vibrant style in his music.Every step he took is a step of revolution.Since his first album Qing Beethoven until now his 10th album,there are so much to see & hear from each of his album.Each album has its own uniqueness and it is growing and growing everytime he has a new album.

There's this show i watched last night LISTED TOP 20 EXTREME TRANSFORMATIONS IN MUSIC
its about singers who have made changes from last time to now.Included are Madonna,Metallica,Dixie Chicks,Britney Spears,Christina Aguilera,Tina Turner etc etc
Some even change from country music to pop music.There are some who made good turning but some did not.What inspires me is they are dare to make drastic moves in their music,some out of popularity some out of their passion.Of course i prefer changes out of their passion like Tina Turner.Britney,Christina is out of my list.So is Dixie Chicks & Jewel
They change from country girls to hot divas...now thats not my taste!

I learned that i get inspirations from what i love history & culture,my fav musician and life's experience from other people
One greatest inspirations of course comes from God Himself.

Tsunami strucks

When i first heard about the tsunami i thought it was just a mere earthquake.Then i got to know it was so serious the earthquake was so terrible it took so many more people's lives!I am so devastated and so heartbroken about this tragedy.Tears flow from my eyes everytime i saw the latest news about this tragedy.All are gone and all are lost for the victims.Many had lost their loved ones,thats the most terrible thing.Their only hope is us,we must help them in anyway we can.Change the world of domination to a world of love where everyone reach out those in need.They are really in need!Forget about exams and your worries it is so small compared to what the tsunami victims are going through now.They have no enough food no proper place to stay and we live so comfortably in a house with air-conds and everything.They are only asking for a little help for a place to shelter and food its not that they are asking for a bungalow or luxurious food!There are so many rich people who can lend a hand to them.Some did that but i believe that there are still a lot more who will be able to help them financially to join the ntv7 campaign donate rm1,000 per person. As for young people we might not be able to donate much but please please pray for them.Pray hard for them pray peace and strength for them everyday!Pray that the lost ones would be found pray that this disaster would stop pray for God's proctection.Pray for funds to be raised!pray just pray!

this is my view

they dont have proper place to stay all the hotels should give them rooms at least the superior rooms!!
they dont have enough food to eat,all large food suppliers and producers should give them their products
donation is still not enough,give as much as you can give what you can afford,and all the large companies rich people donate more!!
they are suffering,pray for them pray!!

Thank God for He is always here!

here i am again

i am here again to update my blog update the series of my life haha! i didn't expect to be invited (ulp!) again to ''pay a visit'' to this cybercafe.Haha notice the 'pay' n 'visit' which means this kind of visit really have to PAY wan ark!finally binded my drawings settle all e mounting boards blah blah and handed up to ma lecturer's table!so gOoOoOd!really felt so darn relieve as if i'm so free but not yet sigh...exam is so so so near lah!i have to start study already huh...borin!study for the sake of not failing for the sake not to waste my mom's $$. my friend asked me why i like to study cuz i was babbling about studies to her ytd...as if i like!i just want to study bcoz i didn't want to fail and re-sit and get kicked out!she seems quite annoyed why i study and she didn't want to study haih!Yea i do understand in fashion design course academic thingie is not that important but then we can expand our knowledge about this field...right...and when i say i wanted to further my studies to advanced diploma she so totally disagree!i was just wondering maybe she got diff thinking about all these maybe she wants more realistic things practical stuffs and not just havin a book full of words!i guess so but i'm both i do like practical stuffs too- alot but books is my cup of tea too! practical stuffs guess what we dont have it in my coll...ugh...so what to do?other than books?and notes?hopefully next year they will have the equipments! they dont even have a room for us to sew - the sewing machines.........they are just only building the drawing room maybe after chinese new year can be use ade.. n there's no dark room for photography so basically things we read we can touch or see. isn't it sad?we have to explore ourselves at elsewhere. yea explore i really need to do that! money money flowing my new year goals are these
- plan financial so can save more every month
- be more hardworking on courseworks
- explore more about fashion
- visit more fashion shows
- contact my old hometown buddies
- commited wholehearthedly to God!
- serving in church and community
- be a social worker

time running out! to be continued.....

just feel like it

just feel like writing today now at this hour. i'm actually in the hostel cybercafe chillin out a bit after working on tht drawings. really a bit relaxed yesterday really busy until when my friend invited me to yumcha twice,i also reject them twice!i read something that kind of scratched my heart...i read it once and then now i read it again my heart felt pain. at first i thought it didn't matter much but then i think again and it actually brings meaning to me. So i was kind of ...upset just a little bit though not gonna reveal whats that just me i know haha
probably some psikik ppl can find out about this....i dont know whether i believe psikiks or not but i've seen one on 'American's Next Top Model'. tht fella really knows their life and their things in life, it made them cry when tht fella reveals their past n their real self. the psikik did encouraged them about their weak and strong attitude so that they can improve more in their life. who i mean here is the model constestants for tht tv reality programme. i bought a new file, costs me rm2 only quite cheap though coz its a 'buy 1 free 1' thingie. i dont know why but that file seems to attract me to study! weird huh? i just think about study when i have that file maybe bcoz i can arrange my notes properly with tht file and also be systematic on my studies. as i said, i also dont have much time to study i think only about two weeks and my good friend kept bothering me about study study. ugh it kind of irritates me duh.. alright time running out now cant write more i'll update this when i get back to hometown peace people be strong..

worka freaka

worka freaka, simply means freaks at work. cuz i worked on my assignments like freak gal! probably a very common thing to all my seniors, a lot of assignments even when the exam is near but ppl have to really understand i'm in the first batch of this course, so if anything goes wrong it comes on us first then they will only fix it when my to-be-juniors comes in. this course is real fun and interesting but sometimes when lecturer failed to be an inspiration everything will be lost. we can find other source of inspiration - lots out there just imagine we are actually facing the same lecturer everyday again and again so if my tutor is inspirational i'm thrilled but not THAT lecturer. yes coursemates it's who you're thinking...and who i am thinking. she might be expert in art & design stuff maybe she just doesn't know how to transfer it to us. wrong way n not changing at all. sigh.. i've worked on my 41 pieces of fashion drawing since few days ago and everyone was doing the same thing - rushing for the assignment cuz we really dont have much time. she wants perfect work but so little time. my friend said its fun yea it is really but we dont do perfect work in one snap!hey we are learners!41 piece is crazy, everyone looked at me in disbelief when i tell them about it. i know this is neccesary for me to improve more and the right thing to do for my course but then again so little time? fuahh not easy at all. i totally agree with what malaysian international fashion designer Bernard Chandran said ''i dont make 20 garments in one day but i make one garment in 20 days" get what i mean?i think this should be the way yes young ppl like us need to be alive,lively and all strengthened. i'm only human and i get tired too okay need time to chill too. i worked on tht 41 pieces of drawing from noon to night and from night to morning. i stayed up from yesterday 9pm until this morning 6.30am. got some sleep until 10am and continued until 7pm. its crazy i even had to skip english class and my clean record of full attendance gone...yay and today is the last class...ugh. finally finished drawing n colourin with diff mediums now. tomorrow have to send for binding and the hand it up to the office. i have to say yes its cool experimenting with diff mediums and papers.. crayons, soft pastel, charcoal, color pencils & art markers. my fav is crayon n soft pastel. all right to have a conclusion to all this... i'm so relieved now tht i've finished everything and will be even more relieved when i hand it up. i thanked God because it was kind of a last minute work and yea its half my fault too tht i need to rush for it because i didn't manage my time properly. and i admit i'm lazy and so not lively with my works a bit bcuz of the lecturer too but guess at the end of the day its myself to be blamed cuz i wasn't flaming enough to do all this i didn't put my heart into it sigh... hopefully i'll changed no matter what circumstances may come or what situation i'm in or whatever kind of influence. i'll be more hardworking since this is what i always wanted to do since primary school - fashion design. i gotta learn the hard way and study smart. i dont mind the path is difficult i just need to have a flaming heart for all these like what my site is. this site really represents me cuz i always want to have a flaming heart in whatever i do especially things important in my life- yes above all flaming heart for Lord Jesus Christ no matter what happen through good times or bad times.

this is total freak!!the candles my friend gave me for birthday,its exactly what i want to give her on christmas!!same shape,same place that we both bought as well!!Fuyohh its such a wow!
And today as we were walking up the stairs,my right shoelace is loose....i was just about to say that when my friend said ''aiyak,my shoelace loose d!' oh my gosh its really darn freaky both our shoelace got loose and same right shoe somemore!whoaaaaa...my good ol'buddy, great minds do think alike yea?this is not the first time that our thoughts are the same...its very often!haha!
ugh...so sarcastic n so sam-pat lah...me...uhh....ciaoz lah

Thank God for His wonderful birthday blessing upon me!Thanks!My first year in college and i had one of the best birthdays in my life!Just that my family is not with me..i wish my mom shared my happiness!But anyway,it's such a joyful birthday!i really want to take this opportunity to thank all of 'em!My hostel friends gave me a suprise birthday party when the clock struck 12 and got a delicious chocolate cake to celebrate with me wow thanks to all of you Lina,Gracy,Pauline, Jessie,Sui Shan,Vivenne & Chin Hock!Thanks for the Doreamon collection series!!its something i've always wanted n u guys r so sensitive enough to know that!My hometown friends,churchmates n my dear friend in s'pore sent me b'day sms-es,its so sweet thanks ya all!on tht day itself i received gifts from my coursemates also my good good friends,thank you Agnes for the angel decor,its what i wanted as well!thanks Grace for the candles!!i lurve candles!you all seems psikik can read my mind to know what i want WOW hehe!thanks to Shi Rou for the Doreamon hp decor set i lurve it!!thanks Evon for the lovely necklace!it's quite vintage style n its so cuteee thks ya!Thanks for all who sent their blessings and wishes for me,i appreaciate it all so much!i had a wonderful birthday thanks to all of you!
YES YOU~!YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!

here i am again in the cc with my friend so at least got time to update this blog!hmm...i went to the KL fashion week n saw the designers there and their collections!AND its totally COOL!!Ahh Sebastian Gunawan my fav designer n also Tom Abang Saufi!!YESS i MET them!!The show is GREAT!my coursemates n me run here run there just to check out the collections n opened our eyes BIG BIG to catch the details of everything and everywhere we go!we even took pics with the designers over there.really excited to see so many different kind of things!one australian designer was so kind enough to teach us a thing or two!Fuahh...man it was amazing!the scene over there!so mesmerizing!so amusing!i personally liked the process more than its outcome...my friend and i observed closely how the garments are done n so i want to learn more about dressmaking and beadings!And and i went to mission trip in Raub,missed my aunty's 40th anniversary weddding dinner but i never never ever regretted it!!and i knew i won't!The trip was just awesome!!it was tiring but it gives me so much satisfaction i could not ask for more!From village to village we went,we played,we talked,we danced,we sang, n we jumped around haha!it was really fun!hope to join tis kind of trip again,to serve God with a full heart!Went back to taiping though but no time to meet up with my old friends!went back friday nite then the whole saturday *snap *snap *snap all for the sake of mr TPH.know wht i mean?the photography project lahhh mr TPH my lecturer@tutor aso wah dieee haha!the pics uhh...turned out just just ngam ngam fine onli...aih hopefully approved!came back kl just today with a whole bunch of things,i purposely haha bcoz i sat car mahh...my cousin bro drove me back wahhh so syok first time nonit sit bus!!!tomoro d bm presentationlah...color studies....n ms MCD's class ahhh!!tht day she cancelled the class due to staff dinner!!make us all miserable!darn!she could hv made the class earlier or announced to us earlier tht the class cancelled!Fuhhh!i think i better sign off now and do my work lahhh!now my room is a whole mess of things,only manage to clear some n put them under my bed...iskkk looked so so...so so...many things lah!my nature lah!at house my room aso a lot of things!n very dusty aso i better clean-up yoh!
peace ppl!!

Busy busy

Been so busy all this while!For two days,i've been out there from 8 am to 7 pm!PheW!and everytime i get so tired n really almost collapsed.didn't have good sleeps either!From monday until tomorrow wednesday,have to be out there to take pics for photography projects.this is exactly the busiest subject as my lecturer said it!the assignments always piled up on each other and now i've got two more projects on hand!Fuhhh its really tirin and ahha almost dieded lahh..it was like my tutor mr.tan asked us who's still alive?or dying?me n my friend replied dieded!fuhh fuhh fuhh pant pant** exhausted...must have breaks or nott...erhhhh and really not only this but other things coming up as well!Lord give me strength n patience!
can't stay here n type too long my time is runnin up...gotta run 2 mins to run aeghhefjkdjsafhk
chaoZ!

Back to K.L and tommorow classes starting!8 o'clock ends at 7pm!Lotsa work to be done especially figure drawing and photography!I gotta say the two subjects is my most busy classes.
Sighh...i have about like 6 potraits to be done, thank God i've finished 4 of it...not very good i can say maybe i'll rate myself 50/50.Even if i rate myself a little bit higher my tutor MCD maybe wouldn't think so!She wants perfect work!If i could draw portraits really well, i wouldn't be in fashion designing, i could be an artist already!This drawing thingie is fun but there's just something about MCD i don't enjoy!I don't know how to describe how, but there's just something about her!Stuck in this CC with my friend, i don't understand why but this computer practically vibrates like mad machine!My hands is shaking and it doesn't feel good that my hands is vibrating too as i type!I might abandon this blog again after today, hey well i don't have much $$$ to go to CC every week to online!Furthermore, the CIT in coll is - shucks!Poor connection slow stuff!I should be finishing my last two portraits now but since i remembered today is my friend's b'day, who is in US now so i guess i'll online so that i can wish him happy birthday.I couldn't sms or give him a call so MSN messenger is where we usually contact ever since he left for US. Oh i just remembered, i got into a really big trouble back at my hometown on saturday night when i went out with my old buddies!
This is what happen... my friend J was supposed to pick me up at FY's house after she pick up her friend,V.It was already 1 am and my mom already phoned me asking me to get home.So i told her i'll be going home soon.Finally J came and pick me up.She was drivin quite fast and CRASH!This stupid damn car made a hit and run case on us.It wasn't her fault, she did try to avoid but that car ARGHH.Which means i can't go home now. She wanted to find the car but in vain.(Of course we can't find it,we cant even see the plate number~!)We called a bunch of motorbike friends to help us find, practically searching parts of the town. I was desperate bcoz my mom wants me to go home, but in this kind of situation how can i ask her to fetch me home?She don't dare to go back home for fear her dad would scold her.So she asked me to shut off my hp as well so that her parents wont be able to reach us. About 2.45am, i was afraid my mom would call so i turn on my hp and my mom called. i told her about the incident, she asked me to go home straight away.Finally my J offered to fetch me home first.So i got home about 3am, of course my mom talk-talk, dint exactly scold.Fuhhh...i was kind of sad too that i made my mom upset and worried about me!I went to sleep and at 4 am something my hse phone rang a few times, my aunty picked it up bcoz i was asleep.My aunty told me its J so i woke up and called her back.It was already 5 am by then!!MY GOODNESS she still hasn't gone home yet!Is she nuts??
She told me she don't dare to go home.OH great!In the end i called her parents to tell them what happened and her parents call me to call her to come home first.So i have to call her back............being the middle person...arhhh...and AT LAST she agreed to go home.Fuhhhh i was so tired, my bus to KL the next day is 9 am. I didn't get a good sleep though so i slept through the whole trip to KL.Going back home at 3 am is supa-late,altho i've tried that before but arhh...i really dont want to upset my mom!Sorry mama!
Okayy...have to go...as the time goes by, my money runs short haha!Classes starting time to work hard again!I will learn hard coz this course is what i ENJOY most what!Yeah baby

A glimpse of my poem A Weak Prayer Strengthened...will post it up soon...i think its a bit too messy in words. 

Yo at last rested n settled down in my home sweet home!Sleep is one of my passion,now i've got it all!When i was about to arrive yesterday,my friend called n asked me to go out directly after i reach!That's supa-crazy..i mean like i've been all through that just to get home and they asked me to get out?As in get out?Dude,i'm tired and sleepy and of course,i had to reject their invitation...aww...everyone knows i'm lazy-to-get-out,yes n even lazy-to-get-up!Whoa?
Hehehe,i got home at about 1 am and guess what,i had durians...DURIANS!Something i havent been eating for like SooOoOOo long.i had durians at 1 am in the morning!WhoOsSH!Surely for the yesterday n today,i slept past noon,woke up n its time for lunch...its always seems to be breakfast+lunch tsk tsk even back in KL i did tht.Ha-ha.
Guess what,my mom got me a new mini-tele tht looked like a monitor for my b'day present!
Woww...mom cares about my entertainment!!Muachhh!I love my mom so much,she did everything just to keep me where i should stand...:)
Relax-relax is wht i do at home,it's so good!Had to even divide the time when i should online and when my sis should online.Her laptop is in fixing-repair position...duh.Its so hard just to arrange a time to meet my friends,they all have diff free-time,one workin as clerk,one workin as salesgirl,one i-dont-know-go-where,one alwiz busy....yayyyyyyy...and tomoro is my last day in taiping!Sob sob i dont wanna leave home!ARghhh...n dats bcoz of MCD's work plus POO's project,TWO somemore!I cant possibly bring all my stuffs back to taiping to do all my projects so i had to go back early....!!Everyone either goin bc on monday or tuesday but i'm ahead of everyone else...n i have to be extra-extra-extra careful when i'm back in hostel nowadays cases r spreadin everywhere...just only one girl got molested-or as they say it 'rape'
or robbery might even occur coz it happened before already!!YikeeSsS add more security pleaseee n don't curi tulang lah guards!SAFETY first!
Hehh..one whole stack of CDs on my right side of the desk - for what?I want to put all songs in my windows media player so i can have one range of diff songs collection for my own listening [or others] i wouldn't be so boring at least,when i get back to K.L!Goin back to K.L
means work work work got only time to breath no time to even walk around.Imagine after most classes starts at 8am and most classes ends at 7pm,how do i get more energy to browse around...unless its for assignment..which means photography cuz we definitely have to go out then only can take pics for the projects.After all the classes,i'd rather have a good bath,good rest n a good sleep before i can work on my assignments again.
I need to balanced my TIME out!EughhhH...i certainly have to...yEAa baby

All through just to get HOME!

fuhh..finally got home!so relieved!i arrived yesterday at abt 1 am...phew!

What happen was my sis asked me to wait at KL central bus stop so tht i could pass the bus tickets to her friends (i helped to buy d bus tickets to kampar for her friends)

I was suppose to pass d tickets when they got down from d bus, then i will got up the bus.Me n my sis will walk from kota raya to d pudu station.I waited so long there and then it started to rain heavily!My luggage also very heavy-my bagpack,my laptop n my mini-tele.And it got wet coz i put on the floor!Arghh.....n they r still not here yet!

My legs so tired....then suddenly my sis called and said tht i dont have to pass the tickets to them,i just hv to get on the bus!Because her friends suddenly changed their mind,they didn't want to stop at KL Central d!Yikess means i waited there so long for like---???nth?Kek sim!

Iskk..finally d bus is here and with all my heavy luggage,i ran under the rain to the bus and almost knock on someone when i was walkin towards d back seat where my sis sat.In this kind of condition,i couldn't give a warm greeting to her friends!Aduhaiii......

I was really upset at tht time....waited there so long...rainin samore....luggage so heavy samore...

but oklah nvmla...i wouldn't be upset so long anyway!my sis friends did sms-ed n said sorry.

We walked to pudu n couldn't find the shuttle bus to duta, asked a lot of ppl when finally a man told us n we rushed to the shuttle bus.It was traffic jam everywhere,we got there at 6.45pm,our bus suppose to be at tht time!Darnnn we are late!Eventually we got on the wrong bus-d bus to penang!lucky we got down just before the bus moved!

Our bus is late.........8.30pm only we managed to get on the bus!Yayyy!waited about 2 hrs there!

So relieved when finally we got on the bus,got our seats n our tickets checked!

My sis and i actually chit-chat all along the way,from K.L until we reached taiping haha!We sure got lots of things to talk since we dint see each other veri longg!

All through tht........just to get home,eh?Home Sweet Home!

On Monday 7th nov, my class ended at 7pm and i had to rush for my photography project coz its due tommorow!I worked with my friend on that for the whole night almost until 2 am and still not finished yet!Slept and woke up at 7am to continue our work again.
Then about 10 am, my another friend came to my hostel and thank her!!She helped me and i managed to finish it on time.my class starts at 2pm.Only at 1 pm,i finished it.Then it started to rain!Shucks!we walked to our class and for life n death had to protect the project from getting wet!
Finally, handed up the project but wet a little bit....and when the lecturer came in...another assignment for us!wa lau eh!due on week 9.....now aredi week 6.....and the printing process for contact prints need one week!fuah

I went to Muar Johor with my coursemate on Friday 5 nov,to her hse there.We planned to take pics together for our photography project. Since i didn't go back to my hometown n my cam still not fixed yet so i decided to go to muar! i can do my work n at the same time - travel!hehehe!Her family is sooo generous and my stay there was really welcomed!They treat me so good n i never felt hungry there!it's always food!

When i arrived, i had roti canai then had a delicious dinner!Mmmm!There's even supper!I had a plate of prawn mee and oyster!(slurp!)Tommorow morning, had tons of otak-otak n a plate of curry rice for breakfast.I accompanied my friend n her mom to hospital for a check-up, almost one hour there.Then we proceed to our pic-takin thingie.We went to the Tanjung Harapan where i took my pics - masjid jamek sultan ibrahim.after that went to Jing Ye Temple, my friend took pics of tht building.It was so certainly so much fun!

After sendin our films for development, my friend brought me to the shopping complex Wetex and i shopped for a few things!I got a new BUM wallet rm28, doraemon wall clock rm3.50 and candle rm3.90!yayyyyy......i wanted these things!!hehe

I had chicken rice for lunch, it is ball-rice, not the usual rice!kewl!At 6pm, we went to get our pics, and some turned out good, some didn't.At dinner, there's big prawns!wow!luv it!

Supper again - tuna egg sandwiches with a cup of oats!nyam nyam!hehehe!

Finally on Sunday, time to go back but our bus is at 3pm. For breakfast, had a bowl of ''pak chan'', the chinese ppl always cook it, for good health...its cooked with chicken and eggs!wow delicious!Then had lunch before catching the 3pm bus.By the time we reached, its pouring down and reached hostel at about 7pm.This trip is a good one!

phew!how long have i abandoned this blog!no internet access in hostel n the internet system in coll is so poor, so hard for me to update my blog!Ahaha...finally, my friend got wireless connection so i...hehehe..!!Assignments on hand - a lot!!but at least still got time to breath larrr
photo-taking all d time...wahh...but hard-le need to learn so much.....yea yea its fun!and then figure drawing....live drawing on practical sessions, interesting but - practice lots is a must to get to main point, main goal...........yeahhhhhhh......no giving up...never!!i like being busy...rather than nothing to do at all...up to herela...lunch awaits...fren calling so...till next time......

FAB 5 (from left) Ted,Jai,Carson,Thom,Kyan 

THE FAB 5 FROM QUEER EYE FOR THE STRAIGHT GUY 

Queer Eye For The Straight Guy

Wow!This is my all-time fav TV reality show!Queer Eye For The Straight Guy,goes on air every Saturday 12am so I can only watch when I'm in my hometown!No TV at KL...huhhh Totally enjoyed it,had been watching a few episodes of this show!

It's about five gay guys,each with its talent giving a make-over to a straight guy.Carson[fashion],pickin the right clothes for the right occasion and givin a complete stylish make-over!Kyan[grooming],all about shavin,skincare for men etc,Ted[food & wine] say what kind of food suits,what kind of wine,how to cook this,that etc,Thom[interior design]re-decorate the whole house,creating a new atmosphere in the house,totally luxurious!Lastly is Jai[culture]
talked about feelings n impressing a woman...They took the straight guy to luxurious shops,buyin furnitures,branded clothes,food and they will actually give some tips about all these,and everything is F.O.C!Imagine that,no cash has to be paid for all the re-decorate n make-over!Fuhh!But its a great show,watching them givin a total make-over n the outcome is always good!Its really cool n i would recommend all of you to watch this show.They even got an Emmy Award for this show!They also published a book and had a soundtrack album.It's darn interesting,can see a wide variety of things n learn!I watched just now,and they took the guy to a glass-makin factory where you can shape the glass into beads!It's so cool,it's D-I-Y bracelets n necklace!Wow n lots lots more other things!Gotta see it to know it though!
This,i guess is my last episode of watchin it!As i can only watch when i'm back in my hometown!I can say i enjoyed every part of the show!Here's pics of the five gay guys in Queer Eye For The Straight Guy.They are known as the FAB 5.

UNBELIEVABLE - ALBUM BY LEEHOMWANG great album, great songs, great voice!my all-time fav artiste.latest album is "Hear My Voice" japanese album 

Confused you made me
Sometimes visible
Sometimes invisible
Trapped somewhere
What is behind all that?

You didn't keep the truth
The thoughts that you have
Once on the left
Once on the right
Now its down to nowhere

Wondered if it's still alive
Or it's laid down died
For once it woke up
Then disappeared into thin air
It came before greatly
After that no more

A place in ROME 

Yesterday night,I went out with my friends to have a drink.Great to have met up with my long time friends actually, and talk crap most of it ha-ha!Stupify + lame = funny.Laughter always fill up this group of friends I have back in my hometown.Non-stop haha!Then, went to Euro Fun Park - regretted it!It was expensive,which means waste my $$$..and I had a terrible headache plus almost puke after one ride!The ride kept spinning n twisting round n round my gosh!Genting definitely better than this thousand times.Imagine that rm2 for entrance and rm8 for one ride.Ten bucks gone...not worth it at all!Never will I visit that place anymore!Hmm!Finished sewing the skirt - still have the blouse to sew.Its really hardwork,as a first timer i always got it done wrongly so had to re-do some.Sometimes,really felt crushed down cuz i had a hard time tryin to learn n remember the steps - how to do this,how to do that.
Sewing needs practice n every part of making the garment has to be perfect otherwise the outcome will not fit,low quality n not nice.Sigh..guess i really have to put more effort in all these n learn.Never will I give up!For God is with me!God is the only one who encouraged me deep down from inside, so my spirit is lifted up and I will work towards my dream!College is starting very soon, I have to concentrate on more things now hm hm no time to laze around already...tsk tsk hope the new semester that awaits will be a interesting one!Here I come!
Huhh...goin back alone this Sunday 3 hours ride to KL is very boring haihhh but will be meeting my friends soon at coll!Aikss...i haven't check out the timetable, dont even know what time have to be in class aiyahhhh!Well,time to say goodbye to home sweet home tsk tsk gonna miss my family+friends in my hometown a lot!Later have to pack things somemore haih lots of things to settle!Thank God for He will take care of everything,even little things and guide me!flaming fire for Him!

I loVe JeSuS n He loVeS mE!
LoVe iN CHRIST!
Thank God!Amen!