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Thursday, February 21, 2008

Relationships

Lately, i've been witnessing a few broken and troubled relationships around me... why does one cheats? Aren't they matured enough to be serious in relationship? I mean at early to mid 20s. Don't they consider the other party's feelings? Does a human's love changed so fast...? And do human always give in to worldly temptations and cheat when given an opportunity? This is awfully sad, especially seeing my friends, broken and hurt. I could feel their pain, anger and bitterness. You gave your all for someone and he/she took it merely and just let you falls apart. Everything that you poured out, suddenly it's meaningless. What can I say, really? Who can explain these? Why cheat? Doesn't love means a lot? Doesn't it? If you're not serious, then don't. You're just gonna hurt someone. Won't hurting someone fills you with guilt? The worst thing to do is betray one's love. It's fragile. I've not been in a relationship yet and sometimes it really makes me wonder, if i'm confident in pursuing it. will my partner cheat on me? will my partner falls for another girl at some time?

At the same time, i somehow believe that knowing each other more can be a key to a strong relationship that lasts until the end. Both sides have to be serious. I guess... they cheat because they're not serious. But why play around? Maybe..when we're in our teens, we fool around but that's because we don't put our all in it. Now..grown-up, my friend gave her all to that guy and if in the first place he doesn't want it, then don't even try! Look for girls who just want to fool around as well! Readers, i'm not referring to guys as the one who cheats but most of my girl friends got cheated, i'm just giving it an example.

just be strong, my friends... they say you only meet the right one after one or two. i'm not sure if it works like that, does it mean my first one will not be the right one? haha. it's complicating, sometimes... i'm lovin this guy, and if he does love me back, will it...?

i could just believe God will bring me the right guy..yes He will. =)

p/s be tough girls, alright? make pain a rain, that falls and ends.

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Reading The Night Watch by Sarah Waters inspired me to write. Her novel is just amazingly written, the words that she used is so expressive and made me wonder all the way. It fills me with so many emotions – angry, sad, hurt, and loved as if I’m watching a drama. I’ve always been interested in writing, but I find it hard sometimes, to express myself in a novel. I could write a short story or poems but novels? Gosh, it involves long-term thinking, being able to see the big picture and far ahead. Maybe I could, try. Haha! Yes I could. Dang, even my vocabs are not that wide. But then, this book does help me to learn a lot of words and writing styles. Gaha, I’m not going to copy, of course – it’s like a guideline in writing if I read more books.

I didn’t blog for quite long, I guess. I think sometimes I’m just lazy to put my daily lives into words. Hehehe. Okay then, just a brief of what I’ve been doing – I had a good CNY with my family and relatives. Having a BBQ on the night of 1st day of Chinese New Year is great! That has been a trend every year, I called it. I would say this year was a with-family-CNY for me, as I didn't have much friends visiting and meeting up, unlike last two years. Friends, they come and go. Only true friends will stay. I will be going back to KL on 23rd Feb, right now I’m just capturing the moments I could back at home. It’s like retiring, you know! Haha! But then, I constantly find things to do, just to fill time. LOLs. Just that, back here it's a different lifestyle altogether from life in KL, and when I've adapted to here, I've got to get back to KL again!!Then I have to adapt all over again. It doesn't take long but still...haha

I tell myself I must not spend my break carelessly!haha. Currently, I've officially finished my advanced diploma and my college did not offer the overseas programme just yet, so I guess I'm not going to UK after all. My fashion show will be in May. Gotta prepare lots for it. Before I came back to Taiping, I went to Genting with my college buddies and had a wonderful trip!

It's an eventful year for me, 2008 and life-changing, too. It's like crossing over to a new world. I'm prepared for it and I'm glad. Hehe!