sleepless nights

No sleep again...i have no idea when i would ever learn to manage my time properly and get some "proper" sleep!!i stayed up till morning again today and thinking of just skipping the 9 am class...its borin anyway!i finished drawing - phew! but need coloring!i sure hope they dont select the designs today - huh!but thank God thank God that i'm finally getting the hang of most things..praise the Lord for His strength is always with me.Listening to Leehom's Shangri-la album,makes me sort of energetic - in some ways,yea.although i'm really tired right now,maybe i should just skip the 9am class...and proceed later.Leehom's voice sounds so convincing and i so admired his determination in improving his chinese.i wish i had that kind of determination,haha!just cant wait for his concert,its sure gonna be da bomb!yay!!
can i,can i...skip e class?yes yes i might,i should..rite..*sigh*
maybe if i could just be a little bit more consistent,i will get enough sleep *sobs* i miss Jesus so much *sobs*...i hope i could spend more time with Him,speaking to the Lord is my sastifaction..sigh!!i hv to be strong,though...there's lots more than jus this,God says He will not give me something that i cannot bear so i will trust in Him!

40Days of Purpose Driven Life
Day 1 - It's not about me
--its all abt God,everything got started in Him...living is for God!!Only Him alone!it's not about me,it's about Him!
Day2 - i'm not an accident
--i was never mistakenly born!He created me with a purpose and He used me to fulfill His purpose.He knew me even before i was about to be born!Bcuz He is the creator,He specifically designed all things about ME!

[tis-written based on wht i remembered]

i wish I could sleep one whole day without any disturbance - no lunch,no dinner,no worries,no work!but i highly doubt that....

Just O.K

Finally,gettin the hang of things - at least almost.I decided to change my design concept and is doin just fine with it.Hopefully approval's comin!definitely all praise to God who has never left my side and never giving up on me,strengthened me through my weaknesses.i'm still & always seeking Him..looking forward to 40 days of purpose drivenlife campaign.Be commited!Lots of work ever since coll re-opens,never did have a goodnight sleep *sigh* i think part of it is my own time management - its so not easy for me to be consistent,cuz i'm not really that type anyway,i guess i like it just & free.Huh~tryin tryin[hehe!]
Sometimes I wonder he reali had someone in his life already,he doesn't seem like it though but there are some signs~!but one thing i'm so sure of is that he's still holding on to her. strangely enuff,i don reali miss him - i guess i'm just too loaded with works tat i dont even have time to think abt us.besides,thinkin abt him sort of makes me confuse & "sliced".Cuz he never did care abt me though...i'm not even a dot in his heart *hmm... forget it~!haih. neway need to concentrate on my draftings & design already - must!!!thanks to the Lord so much tat i can stay up late but still okay with it.not too tired at least..a bit of rest could do me good.i tink i need BRANDS haha!i 4get 2 buy today when i went for grocery shoppin!

Disastrous yet unfinished

last week had been quite miserable.my sketches got rejected twice.sigh~i tried as hard as i could,maybe i've not given my best yet.i just have to deal with this kind of thing,don't i?i mean if i cant take it,what am i gonna do when i graduate?
i truly realised after i've gone through this - learning is a hard process!
Designing,sewing-machine,handsewing,drafting,measurements etc etc there's just a lot!
Even gettin an approval of the lecturer took days!
finally,got down to finish my pattern drafting,cuz i told myself i never want to waste time anymore NO more last minute work.its depressing!and if i'm desperate to finish it,i just simply do,no effort at all!tat's bad!
Yea it's SO much fun learning,but the pressure is always there.i felt myself living up to people expectations.isn't fashion a free thing?its not controlled isnt it?huh~!i'm really learning to accept ppl's opinions,criticism n plus rejection.the way the lecturers looked at ur designs n got really serious face,kept quiet makes me ponder what's running in their minds.
Well,i guess they're just trying to make me better.thank goodness at least now i have better professional lecturers.they r the ones who kind of make me here now.improving.however improving is a lot of work.i need to put my whole heart in!
i never want to give up,i never did!why?cuz God is always with me!He never leaves!my source of strength n patience even came from God.I jus cant imagine my life without God.its true tat i have so much pressure,stress,miserable days,rejection, etc but God is the one who encouraged me,as so i'm not going to fall.fall but not crushed!I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.i could never stand alone without Him,Lord Jesus Christ!
Thank God so much for He stood by me no matter what...amen.

works
- do as many designs as possible [guitar concept]
- pattern drafting according to fren's measurements
- hand-stitching (put in file & label)
- tsf camp booklet draft
- learn with adobe illustrator

never give up no matter what!!thank God!amen!

A poem

I really like this poem though..so decided to re-post it.first time posting wasn't really clear

Dedicated to a multi-instrumentalist, also an artiste known as melody maker...

I might not understand all
But it caused me to explore
All that is in the songs
I can feel deep into it

Feeling all the way through
It gave me full emotions
It gave me full expressions
It gave me complete peace

Every song bring its own
Every word meaningful
Every music beautiful
Took my breath away

Flowing through my mind
Came in right to the heart
Pierced through my soul
Lifted up my spirit

Listened, the words captivating
Listened, the music playing
It's so wonderful
It's simply amazing

the aritste that I mentioned is none other than Alexander LeehomWang...its not just his looks but his music & words.which is why i wrote this poem about him and his wonderful awesome journey of his music.

You never know
That beneath the darkest place
I cried a rush of crystal clear waters
The thought of us destroyed
Brings expectations and possibilities
Thinking you've already got someone
Or maybe even more than just that

You came like a whole lots of bright stars
I caught a few but more are left
However,a few is enough for my hopeful heart
As your face and words laid on me
Your words make a huge impact to me
I looked up to you in admiration
Listening attentively,sneaked at your face
So full of charms and shocks

Your laughter mesmerized me
In such a way that I smiled broadly
I took a glance and gaze at you
The way you looked back
Just melts my whole body
And even as you whispers to my ear
I felt a sense of unexplainable passion

All feelings and thoughts about you
Kept me amused yet bitter
For I was never sure about you
It's growing every wonderful weekend
Are you the one,I do not know
Maybe you've already found the one
You see,I was never sure about you

I sure hope I understands you
There is so much in common between us
But you never want to share
Sometimes,my heart just aches
All because of you
I tried avoiding any pain from you
I tried to grow with you
But you were always an infant
When it comes to me

I don't know whats running in your mind
It's just so mysterious
I want to embark on this journey
To discover the real you and its mysteries
I might find lots of things
If I found that particular thing
I know its when I let go
Everything I've ever known about you

You know what,it hurts
When u hold on to that someone
Someone I know you treasured a lot more
I'm just like a tiny dot in you
If you found that particular thing in me
That both of us shared
I will hold on with all I am

sarah - something about you and me

The wheel turned back to me
Once again you lit up my heart
Red began filling and fuller on wheel
Your light just seems to be there

But why,why did you have to destroy it?
Broke my heart in pieces like shattered parts
You took my red with you as well
When can I get it back?

It always go back and forth
For you turned my wheel of red
Swaying here and there
Can't you just stop the wheel?

Stop so you would not keep destroying it
It's like YOUR jigsaw puzzle
Put it into pieces and break it
Break it and put it into pieces

Many dots of red filled me now
Instead of one whole piece of red
Hurt and bleeding from it's edge
Can't you understand?

Please stop the wheel
Stop or keep it running
Please do not play jigsaw anymore

tHiS, tHiS hUnK iS LeEhOm~!!  

Finally!My family is coming down today and i'll be going to klang[my cousin's hse]!yEs i've been in my sister's room for about one week now!

Gonna finalize my sketches today,gonna do some technical drawing hmm front,back..and swatches for my concept board.And illustration on A3 size papers.Its going fine and I really thanked God so much for that and I kept praying that I'll make it!What matters most is encouragement and support from God..and my mom - who've always advice me and giving me support~!love ya mom!love you sOoOOoO much JeSus!!

I've been listening to Leehom's "xin zhong de ri yue" album practically everyday haha!So i thought today might be a little different,so I put in the "unbelievable" cd instead.This album is also one great album ~ a lot of creative music & lyrics - lovely!I especially like the songs "ni bu zhai,ni he wo,not your average thug,can you feel my world!" Actually,all songs are just wonderful!LeEhOm tHe mELodY mAkeR hehe!

wOrKs fOr tOdAy
-finalize drawings
-technical drawings
-A3 illustration
-swatches
-concept board [colors,accessories,hairstyle,make-up,overall image-styling]

hmm...seriously...i'm not so good at all these - but i'll give it a shot!gambate~~ =)~~

Omg^^for months I haven't been posting in this blog!

I'm having a wayyy long break right now,about a month and a half...went back hometown for about a week and then came back early to K.L on 24th April.I stayed at my sister's hostel and yeahh^^^ purposely came back to attend LeehomWang's showcase at sunway surf beach on 25thApril.Oh my goodness,how Leehom rawks man!! The long queue started about 9am!and the showcase is at 8pm...huh...these ppl are really crazy about him!Oh well i reached there abt 6.30pm and the queue is undescribable,its so darn long,its scary....BUT we(me,my sis & 2 other friends) managed to cut through the queue and get in haha!![opz!]if not we'll be standing wayyyy back! we entered and stood at the left corner,quite front at least can see clearly.when it 7.30pm...the amount of ppl there is even scarier!i cant even breath properly,suffocating ^^ huh!

Leehom arrived at abt 8.15pm...i waited for like an hour or more...but...not as long as those who waited from 9am till 8.15pm!!heck its crazy!Omg leehom is gorgeous!he's friendly and such a nice person [he knows how to connect to e crowd,hehe]his voice is just remarkable!i finally get to see him in person! He sang three songs
"zhu lin shen chu,yi shou jian dan de ge and forever love by request!" i really do like his songs and i was packed in the crowd hoo^ hoo^ gasp!the signing conference started and although i rush to the queue,but not as fast at the rest of the crowd....it was already one whole big round when i get to queue!*ahem *ahem we decided to cut through again and we managed to do so....haha!i went up to get the signature and get to see leehom like whew face to face!he's all smiling!i admired his songs and his talents more than his person...he's really very talented^^
but now i guess his personality is just as good as his talents ^^haha ^ hehe but i like his songs a lot--thumbs up!
yeah^^ i do like leehomwang yes yes!
can't wait for his concert in july!
i've been staying at my sis hostel from monday till today - thursday and my family will only be coming down on
saturday.everyday my sis goes to work....then i stay in her room pretty much nth to do....on the internet most of the time--but first devotion!then only i do my own stuffs - online,play games,watch tv,sleep,comics....sketching...
designing!!God has been so good to me,giving me creativity!He has always been there to encourage me so i never felt down!thanks to the Lord!

mY pLaN
-prepare sketches for class project
-make it fo mifa [hopefully!]
-upload photos for tsf web
-booklet drafts for camp
-sketching!

i guess tat's all for now...gotta bath n do some sketching!sketch sketch sketch design design yay i'm lovin it!
i love wht i do...fashion designing..i know i still lack a lot but i jus need to learn n practice more!the Lord is wit me
ciaoz^tomoro^^ (,")(^-^)(",)

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my coursemates and fashion designer sebastian gunawan 

Home Sweet Home

Home is my place
In my place I love
Love fills my place
My place...
Home sweet home

Ahh what lovely feelings to be back at home again!I'm back since two days ago and yeah it feels like total relaxation to me.I sleep.eat.watch TV.read comics.surfing net.chatting whatever i want to do-i name it!!Haha!Just filling in time while waiting for Chinese New Year to arrive - my cousin will be back on Sunday from s'pore.uhh...exciting!i haven't seen them for a long time!!i sure do miss 'em!!I need to make serious plans for my semester break- now..i'm not gonna waste it anymore!There are lots of things i could do to prepare myself back to college,back to KL.Self-improvement yes!Lotsa lotsa plans tht i could take in to fill my time!I gotta be serious now..my career is comin up altho now i'm just a student but i need wide knowlegde i want to LEARN n SERVE!my one thing-become a social worker to serve the community.It's happiness,ya'noe,true happiness.Ahh..i know i'm lazy,lazy as anyone could be i need to hold on,hold on tight n not laid back anymore!It's time to get down SERIOUS!Yes definitely and also my walk with God!no more lazy piggie!ugh...pig ain't lazy,oo they are?yeah they sleep n eat,eat n sleep yay.but pig is soooo cute!Haha?i'm talking crap here,don't mind me.i generate my brain too much haha!nahh..just kidding.i really need to generate my brain,i need to pump it working i have much much more to DO.
Oh well,let me refresh what did i do before i came back.I went to almost all famous shopping complexes in KL.Then took a flight to Penang at 7 am.Reached 8 am.Have fun there - homecook,shopping complexes,yum cha,Hokkien mee(my favvv) came back hometown about 12.40pm.forgotten tht penang to taiping was so near!I fell asleep in the bus and before i know it i saw the signboard 'Kawasan Perindustrian Kamunting.'I was like 'huh??we reached d?we din even stop for toilet?uh..i must be dreamin!'haha!!Back home all i could think is sleep Sleep SleEp ZZZZzzzZzzzZzZZZzZZzZZzZzZz and ZzZZzZzzZZZZzzZZzZz.
okay after all the ZZZ really need to plan my semester break and put it to good use!its the only time where i felt like i have all the time in the world!at least i dont have to study durin my hoildays!just need to learn,practice...etc etc...hope i can make it!yeSs!i cAn!
ZzzzZzZZzZZzzz

I N S P I R A T I O N S

My eyes felt tired and sleepy.I guess I woke up too early(for me)at about 11 am.I usually wake up noon or past noon.Came back from K.L ytd and glad that I did,the weather in KL is burning hot and i'm not in the mood to do anything not even SLEEP.Phew at least it's not that HOT in my hometown,it's just sunny refreshing and i like it!Well,exam..two more papers to go I thanked God so much for helping me in my exam and studies i did pretty well for the first 3 papers.

Recently i found a lot of inspiration for my designs.I bought a historical CD about China's rich culture in painting,carvings etc etc.It's so encouraging,you know how my thing is with history & culture.And i saw other historical CDs as well,about Greece,Australia,German,New York and more...too bad to say i don't have enough cash to buy
I would buy one at a time.slowly not at one flow maybe one a month.
Another inspiration comes from LeeHom Wang's album Xin Zhong de Ri Yue.Its a great album an album where i see what 'thinking out of the box' is.This American-born Chinese singer has a lot of passion in his style of music and he always add new and vibrant style in his music.Every step he took is a step of revolution.Since his first album Qing Beethoven until now his 10th album,there are so much to see & hear from each of his album.Each album has its own uniqueness and it is growing and growing everytime he has a new album.

There's this show i watched last night LISTED TOP 20 EXTREME TRANSFORMATIONS IN MUSIC
its about singers who have made changes from last time to now.Included are Madonna,Metallica,Dixie Chicks,Britney Spears,Christina Aguilera,Tina Turner etc etc
Some even change from country music to pop music.There are some who made good turning but some did not.What inspires me is they are dare to make drastic moves in their music,some out of popularity some out of their passion.Of course i prefer changes out of their passion like Tina Turner.Britney,Christina is out of my list.So is Dixie Chicks & Jewel
They change from country girls to hot divas...now thats not my taste!

I learned that i get inspirations from what i love history & culture,my fav musician and life's experience from other people
One greatest inspirations of course comes from God Himself.

Tsunami strucks

When i first heard about the tsunami i thought it was just a mere earthquake.Then i got to know it was so serious the earthquake was so terrible it took so many more people's lives!I am so devastated and so heartbroken about this tragedy.Tears flow from my eyes everytime i saw the latest news about this tragedy.All are gone and all are lost for the victims.Many had lost their loved ones,thats the most terrible thing.Their only hope is us,we must help them in anyway we can.Change the world of domination to a world of love where everyone reach out those in need.They are really in need!Forget about exams and your worries it is so small compared to what the tsunami victims are going through now.They have no enough food no proper place to stay and we live so comfortably in a house with air-conds and everything.They are only asking for a little help for a place to shelter and food its not that they are asking for a bungalow or luxurious food!There are so many rich people who can lend a hand to them.Some did that but i believe that there are still a lot more who will be able to help them financially to join the ntv7 campaign donate rm1,000 per person. As for young people we might not be able to donate much but please please pray for them.Pray hard for them pray peace and strength for them everyday!Pray that the lost ones would be found pray that this disaster would stop pray for God's proctection.Pray for funds to be raised!pray just pray!

this is my view

they dont have proper place to stay all the hotels should give them rooms at least the superior rooms!!
they dont have enough food to eat,all large food suppliers and producers should give them their products
donation is still not enough,give as much as you can give what you can afford,and all the large companies rich people donate more!!
they are suffering,pray for them pray!!

Thank God for He is always here!

here i am again

i am here again to update my blog update the series of my life haha! i didn't expect to be invited (ulp!) again to ''pay a visit'' to this cybercafe.Haha notice the 'pay' n 'visit' which means this kind of visit really have to PAY wan ark!finally binded my drawings settle all e mounting boards blah blah and handed up to ma lecturer's table!so gOoOoOd!really felt so darn relieve as if i'm so free but not yet sigh...exam is so so so near lah!i have to start study already huh...borin!study for the sake of not failing for the sake not to waste my mom's $$. my friend asked me why i like to study cuz i was babbling about studies to her ytd...as if i like!i just want to study bcoz i didn't want to fail and re-sit and get kicked out!she seems quite annoyed why i study and she didn't want to study haih!Yea i do understand in fashion design course academic thingie is not that important but then we can expand our knowledge about this field...right...and when i say i wanted to further my studies to advanced diploma she so totally disagree!i was just wondering maybe she got diff thinking about all these maybe she wants more realistic things practical stuffs and not just havin a book full of words!i guess so but i'm both i do like practical stuffs too- alot but books is my cup of tea too! practical stuffs guess what we dont have it in my coll...ugh...so what to do?other than books?and notes?hopefully next year they will have the equipments! they dont even have a room for us to sew - the sewing machines.........they are just only building the drawing room maybe after chinese new year can be use ade.. n there's no dark room for photography so basically things we read we can touch or see. isn't it sad?we have to explore ourselves at elsewhere. yea explore i really need to do that! money money flowing my new year goals are these
- plan financial so can save more every month
- be more hardworking on courseworks
- explore more about fashion
- visit more fashion shows
- contact my old hometown buddies
- commited wholehearthedly to God!
- serving in church and community
- be a social worker

time running out! to be continued.....

just feel like it

just feel like writing today now at this hour. i'm actually in the hostel cybercafe chillin out a bit after working on tht drawings. really a bit relaxed yesterday really busy until when my friend invited me to yumcha twice,i also reject them twice!i read something that kind of scratched my heart...i read it once and then now i read it again my heart felt pain. at first i thought it didn't matter much but then i think again and it actually brings meaning to me. So i was kind of ...upset just a little bit though not gonna reveal whats that just me i know haha
probably some psikik ppl can find out about this....i dont know whether i believe psikiks or not but i've seen one on 'American's Next Top Model'. tht fella really knows their life and their things in life, it made them cry when tht fella reveals their past n their real self. the psikik did encouraged them about their weak and strong attitude so that they can improve more in their life. who i mean here is the model constestants for tht tv reality programme. i bought a new file, costs me rm2 only quite cheap though coz its a 'buy 1 free 1' thingie. i dont know why but that file seems to attract me to study! weird huh? i just think about study when i have that file maybe bcoz i can arrange my notes properly with tht file and also be systematic on my studies. as i said, i also dont have much time to study i think only about two weeks and my good friend kept bothering me about study study. ugh it kind of irritates me duh.. alright time running out now cant write more i'll update this when i get back to hometown peace people be strong..

worka freaka

worka freaka, simply means freaks at work. cuz i worked on my assignments like freak gal! probably a very common thing to all my seniors, a lot of assignments even when the exam is near but ppl have to really understand i'm in the first batch of this course, so if anything goes wrong it comes on us first then they will only fix it when my to-be-juniors comes in. this course is real fun and interesting but sometimes when lecturer failed to be an inspiration everything will be lost. we can find other source of inspiration - lots out there just imagine we are actually facing the same lecturer everyday again and again so if my tutor is inspirational i'm thrilled but not THAT lecturer. yes coursemates it's who you're thinking...and who i am thinking. she might be expert in art & design stuff maybe she just doesn't know how to transfer it to us. wrong way n not changing at all. sigh.. i've worked on my 41 pieces of fashion drawing since few days ago and everyone was doing the same thing - rushing for the assignment cuz we really dont have much time. she wants perfect work but so little time. my friend said its fun yea it is really but we dont do perfect work in one snap!hey we are learners!41 piece is crazy, everyone looked at me in disbelief when i tell them about it. i know this is neccesary for me to improve more and the right thing to do for my course but then again so little time? fuahh not easy at all. i totally agree with what malaysian international fashion designer Bernard Chandran said ''i dont make 20 garments in one day but i make one garment in 20 days" get what i mean?i think this should be the way yes young ppl like us need to be alive,lively and all strengthened. i'm only human and i get tired too okay need time to chill too. i worked on tht 41 pieces of drawing from noon to night and from night to morning. i stayed up from yesterday 9pm until this morning 6.30am. got some sleep until 10am and continued until 7pm. its crazy i even had to skip english class and my clean record of full attendance gone...yay and today is the last class...ugh. finally finished drawing n colourin with diff mediums now. tomorrow have to send for binding and the hand it up to the office. i have to say yes its cool experimenting with diff mediums and papers.. crayons, soft pastel, charcoal, color pencils & art markers. my fav is crayon n soft pastel. all right to have a conclusion to all this... i'm so relieved now tht i've finished everything and will be even more relieved when i hand it up. i thanked God because it was kind of a last minute work and yea its half my fault too tht i need to rush for it because i didn't manage my time properly. and i admit i'm lazy and so not lively with my works a bit bcuz of the lecturer too but guess at the end of the day its myself to be blamed cuz i wasn't flaming enough to do all this i didn't put my heart into it sigh... hopefully i'll changed no matter what circumstances may come or what situation i'm in or whatever kind of influence. i'll be more hardworking since this is what i always wanted to do since primary school - fashion design. i gotta learn the hard way and study smart. i dont mind the path is difficult i just need to have a flaming heart for all these like what my site is. this site really represents me cuz i always want to have a flaming heart in whatever i do especially things important in my life- yes above all flaming heart for Lord Jesus Christ no matter what happen through good times or bad times.

this is total freak!!the candles my friend gave me for birthday,its exactly what i want to give her on christmas!!same shape,same place that we both bought as well!!Fuyohh its such a wow!
And today as we were walking up the stairs,my right shoelace is loose....i was just about to say that when my friend said ''aiyak,my shoelace loose d!' oh my gosh its really darn freaky both our shoelace got loose and same right shoe somemore!whoaaaaa...my good ol'buddy, great minds do think alike yea?this is not the first time that our thoughts are the same...its very often!haha!
ugh...so sarcastic n so sam-pat lah...me...uhh....ciaoz lah

Thank God for His wonderful birthday blessing upon me!Thanks!My first year in college and i had one of the best birthdays in my life!Just that my family is not with me..i wish my mom shared my happiness!But anyway,it's such a joyful birthday!i really want to take this opportunity to thank all of 'em!My hostel friends gave me a suprise birthday party when the clock struck 12 and got a delicious chocolate cake to celebrate with me wow thanks to all of you Lina,Gracy,Pauline, Jessie,Sui Shan,Vivenne & Chin Hock!Thanks for the Doreamon collection series!!its something i've always wanted n u guys r so sensitive enough to know that!My hometown friends,churchmates n my dear friend in s'pore sent me b'day sms-es,its so sweet thanks ya all!on tht day itself i received gifts from my coursemates also my good good friends,thank you Agnes for the angel decor,its what i wanted as well!thanks Grace for the candles!!i lurve candles!you all seems psikik can read my mind to know what i want WOW hehe!thanks to Shi Rou for the Doreamon hp decor set i lurve it!!thanks Evon for the lovely necklace!it's quite vintage style n its so cuteee thks ya!Thanks for all who sent their blessings and wishes for me,i appreaciate it all so much!i had a wonderful birthday thanks to all of you!
YES YOU~!YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!

here i am again in the cc with my friend so at least got time to update this blog!hmm...i went to the KL fashion week n saw the designers there and their collections!AND its totally COOL!!Ahh Sebastian Gunawan my fav designer n also Tom Abang Saufi!!YESS i MET them!!The show is GREAT!my coursemates n me run here run there just to check out the collections n opened our eyes BIG BIG to catch the details of everything and everywhere we go!we even took pics with the designers over there.really excited to see so many different kind of things!one australian designer was so kind enough to teach us a thing or two!Fuahh...man it was amazing!the scene over there!so mesmerizing!so amusing!i personally liked the process more than its outcome...my friend and i observed closely how the garments are done n so i want to learn more about dressmaking and beadings!And and i went to mission trip in Raub,missed my aunty's 40th anniversary weddding dinner but i never never ever regretted it!!and i knew i won't!The trip was just awesome!!it was tiring but it gives me so much satisfaction i could not ask for more!From village to village we went,we played,we talked,we danced,we sang, n we jumped around haha!it was really fun!hope to join tis kind of trip again,to serve God with a full heart!Went back to taiping though but no time to meet up with my old friends!went back friday nite then the whole saturday *snap *snap *snap all for the sake of mr TPH.know wht i mean?the photography project lahhh mr TPH my lecturer@tutor aso wah dieee haha!the pics uhh...turned out just just ngam ngam fine onli...aih hopefully approved!came back kl just today with a whole bunch of things,i purposely haha bcoz i sat car mahh...my cousin bro drove me back wahhh so syok first time nonit sit bus!!!tomoro d bm presentationlah...color studies....n ms MCD's class ahhh!!tht day she cancelled the class due to staff dinner!!make us all miserable!darn!she could hv made the class earlier or announced to us earlier tht the class cancelled!Fuhhh!i think i better sign off now and do my work lahhh!now my room is a whole mess of things,only manage to clear some n put them under my bed...iskkk looked so so...so so...many things lah!my nature lah!at house my room aso a lot of things!n very dusty aso i better clean-up yoh!
peace ppl!!